i want a house!

I want a house, I have a home, a wonderful home with my husband and son. I could live in a cardboard box down by the mystic river and it would be a home if they were there with me. BUT i want a house. a little house to call our own. nothing fancy, something we can grow into. this dream, and it is that, a dream is floating away further and further every day. this state, this town we live in the housing market is ridiculous. who can afford to buy, i thought we were in a recession?

Is the first step to save? how can you save when you live paycheck to paycheck? sigh.

who knows. maybe I should take a class on first time home ownership or of finance. I need to stop perusing the internet for homes on the market that I'll never be able to afford. I really do know how to drive myself crazy!

Maybe I'll turn this blog into my quest for a home. we all have to start somewhere. guess i'll start here.